Thank God we have sisters around!!!

Dear sisters,

Thanks again for sharing our happy news this past week, we're feeling like we're in the clouds, excited yet surreal. And having you all beside me cheering and hugging means a lot to me, love you all.

I still have no idea when is the due date (I think maybe around end of Feb. or beginning of Mar.?) since my cycle was all messed up before, it sure was a surprise from God since we didn't expect to conceive with my health situation.

Anyway, please keep me and BB in your prayers:

1. I have been feeling very sick since I got back from Vegas, can't eat, wanting to throw up all the time, day and night. For someone who enjoys yummy food like me, it is a torture, whenever I smell food, I get sick. When Drew asked what I want to eat, I don't know. I force myself to eat only to make me feel "less sick", sigh! All I can eat are clear soup and plain noodles, congee, veggies, very light things, sucks!!!!

2. My parents are strongly oppose with us keeping Sophie & KingKong, they're happy about baby's arrival soon, but they said really harsh words to scare me so that I will give my precious kitties away, so sad I cried all night yesterday! Also, in the coming year, I won't be able to take any allergy remedies, so that means I can only "say ding" and suffer when I get allergic and sneeze. But the force of sneezing is so strong sometimes that causes me cramps, so worry and don't know what I should do. A part of me is thinking, me and baby will be okay with the kitties, I shouldn't give up so easily cuz I am responsible to take care of them for life, it's not right to give them up and God will protect us. But a part of me is thinking, it's not fair if BB really end up getting sick due to my "stiff neck" decision. Dim suen ne?

3. I have been feeling tired all the time, I hate being so "weak" and "dependable", can't do anything but to lie down and rest all the time, so "useless"!!!!! I guess it will take a while for me to adjust, can't be so "tough" and "go, go, go, go", it's driving me nuts! Also I am worry about work, since I have a busy work life, have to travel around and carry the heavy audit bag, I hate it when I cannot do things. =(

Yet, I am still thankful for this new and very special "responsibility", and I am thankful for you girls around me. Whenever I think feeling sick sucks and I feel like crap, I know some of you have been thru this and is okay now, so I have hope I will be okay soon. And even if you haven't been a mom yet, I know you will be praying for me and BB, and I will get well soon.

Please pray for us, and until the 3 months is up, we will try to keep it low key.

Love you all,
Cannis & BB (Wan Siu Siu / Petit Petit Wan ~ as Drew calls him/her >.<)